All really is very well with you. Relax and acknowledge that. Have fun with all of this. You make much too much of all of it. You act like it's like life or death, but there isn't any death. And so, what it's really about is fun or more fun! Pleasure or more pleasure! Clarity or more clarity! It's about Well-being that you're eking out or Well-being that you're allowing to flow rambunctiously.
Yesterday someone said, But what about those things that come out of the blue? And we say, Nothing comes out of the blue, it comes out of the OBLIVIOUS! [audience soft laughter] In other words, nothing comes out of the blue if you are aware of the way you feel. And you can start right now. The next thing that happens that is big in nature that feels really good or really bad, settle into it and say, Oooo I can really feel THIS! And then reach for recent thoughts that evoke that same feeling and say to yourself, I - saw - this - coming. I SAW it coming. I SENSED it coming. I FELT it coming. I KNEW it was coming.
When you're happy in the stream whereEVER you are, you've made peace with where you are. And in making peace with where you are, you've released resistance. And in the releasing of resistance, you're flowing rapidly toward what you are wanting.
And it will feel to you --if you can maintain this feeling even for a day or two-- it will feel to you like all of the things that you've been wanting have been lined up outside your door.